The mermaid: Moving towards reality after trauma

Five women’s recollections and reflections on being raised by a mother with psychosis

This qualitative research project explored the recollections and reflections of women who were raised by mothers suffering with psychosis. Existing research has documented the mostly negative effects of maternal psychopathology on offspring; they are exposed to both the genetic and environmental effects of such illness. Very few qualitative studies exist in this research area. The mother–daughter perspective was taken to explore the ways that daughters felt maternal psychosis might have affected this primary relationship. Five participants comprised the purposive, snowball sample. The semi-structured interview method was used for data collection. The data was analysed using thematic content analysis. Nine themes and two sub-themes emerged from the interview data; these were (1) resilience and survival (with two sub-themes: (1.1) extreme self-sufficiency and (1.2) low self-esteem and the need for approval); (2) memories of maternal psychotic episodes; (3) mother–daughter bond; (4) importance of father; (5) sibling sounding boards and responsibilities; (6) silent family storms; (7) significant others; (8) stigma, shame, and secrecy; and (9) maternal psychosis, motherhood, and feminine identity. All participants believe that maternal psychosis had affected them profoundly, both in childhood and adulthood. They felt that it had influenced their personality development in various ways, including the formation of feminine identity.